Date : Monday, October 19, 2009
Time : 8:59 AM
Title : i've learn my mistakes.

due to yesterday also can say today things,is really big matter.
i didn't know so much people hate me.
i really didn't know what is my wrong.

and finally someone corrected me by my fucking attitude towards my dar.
and more of me to be told.

i seriously don't know what the hell is going on with me,really.
something really bothering me but i just don't know what was it.
i wanted to show my love and concern backwards & towards everyone.
but the thing is,i don't know how.

sorry for my childish thinking and my cb attitude,really.

da jie and jie : i promise i won't be like what i use to be ,serious.
and the important thing is, try to understand why i'm like this.
i came from a broken family, get used by my 2nd brother which is he hit me alot.
my father has to work and he's not feeling well as he himself is a smoker.

what ever it is,i seriously don't really want to be such a burden.
which people might think i don't care everything keep attitude and childish.

i also don't wish to be like that.
one shot give so many people think for who i am and what i am.
i know what does you all meant.
but things should be told in personality.

okay,it's kinda complicated,i just simply wanted to say sorry for what i am.
also , i really do want to be with c.w.k. and give all my trust ,love to him.

so.................i can say,i'm not what you might think for who i am and what i am.