let it be the past

♥Chen weikang's Felicia(:♥

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Title : Bokura ga Ita

this *Bokura ga Ita* is a very sad show..really nice.
the moral or it's story is, that guy has a lot of pass..
cheating many others girl..and had betrayed a girl called nana-san and her younger sister.
when reached nana-san birthday,that guy didn't text her or call her for the whole day.
after nana-san ex came upon her and wish her happy b'day and bla bla bla nana-san got up to her ex xar,meanwhile had an car accident.

the other part of the story is that....yano,hiding from takahashi for his bad past.
after takahashi lerns that yano had sex with many other girl in the past, she kept quiet and think for the whole weeks...

she say it not fair for her,but she will forgvie him from all the past and carry on to love yano..

so,the reason is she love yano that she can tried to forgive and forget what he had done..
must watch !!!

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Title : A CRAZIEST DAY EVER.!

i'm sorry casandra, dont mean to let you wait for me so long.

around 3 plus thn meet teressa and casandra , it suppose to be 1.30pm meet de.
but things gone wrong ,so yea.(:
meet them at j8 at the food court ,they eating.
afterwards went to sasa bought the perfume. :D
thn went to vivo... was taking alot alot alot of pics you know..!!
i went crazy after that, reached vivo , once step it into toy 'r' us ,we went crazy.
really crazy,what i expected was not to be that..but end up.. i was the one who gone mad.
talking to ang mo kia. taking pictures with ang mo ppl.

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Title : out ,for shopping and looking for jobs!

currently at hubby house,waiting for teresa.
she said she will bath ,change thn come down sembawang thn together go j8.(:
also meeting casandra over there.
and thn off we go.(:

hubby went off to work. ):
he has a bad coughing and i also have.
i wanna have $$ and shop till my pocket gets big hole.!! ):
still waiting....hmm....

alright..i'll leave my post here..

CHEN WEIKANG,YOU BETTER DRINK MORE WATER!!
ILOVEYOU!

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Title : tonight gonna be a good night, not.

having a bad bad sore throat):
having a bad bad running nose.):
bored bored bored.
i wanna find work.
i wanna earn my own money.
i wanna go shop.
i wanna go out.
i wanna travel.
i wanna,i wanna,i wanna!!!!

who can pei me go find work.):
haissss!!!

fcuk.!! i'm hungry now.saddening T.T
i go find thing to eat liao buhbyes. :D

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Title : A day sad & happy.

okays,today went out with dar, da jie ,jie ,ah boy ,xiao bai ,xin hao ,xiao chen ,gary & others.
went to *sem pup* drink and sing..happy, xin hao drunk-.- haha orh bee.. >< hmmm...
actually was nothing la..kinda fun (:
and and i had a sore throat ): keep running nose also :C

i love them:D
stay happy happy. haha..
i like xiao chen's joke,make me laugh till peng.

byebye.!!!

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Title : i've learn my mistakes.

due to yesterday also can say today things,is really big matter.
i didn't know so much people hate me.
i really didn't know what is my wrong.

and finally someone corrected me by my fucking attitude towards my dar.
and more of me to be told.

i seriously don't know what the hell is going on with me,really.
something really bothering me but i just don't know what was it.
i wanted to show my love and concern backwards & towards everyone.
but the thing is,i don't know how.

sorry for my childish thinking and my cb attitude,really.

da jie and jie : i promise i won't be like what i use to be ,serious.
and the important thing is, try to understand why i'm like this.
i came from a broken family, get used by my 2nd brother which is he hit me alot.
my father has to work and he's not feeling well as he himself is a smoker.

what ever it is,i seriously don't really want to be such a burden.
which people might think i don't care everything keep attitude and childish.

i also don't wish to be like that.
one shot give so many people think for who i am and what i am.
i know what does you all meant.
but things should be told in personality.

okay,it's kinda complicated,i just simply wanted to say sorry for what i am.
also , i really do want to be with c.w.k. and give all my trust ,love to him.

so.................i can say,i'm not what you might think for who i am and what i am.

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Title : not again.!! _|_

okays,i don't know what going on right now..-.-
yesterday something happen and quarrel again.
feeling kinda weird.
and the feeling is knnbccbbbb..
went chee tiong and xiao chen b'day.
but i'm making everyone upset..
is like i don't know what...is not my day,but i ruin it..
hais..sorry everyone.
anw happy b'day to the both of them.

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Title : FINALLY.!

Finally,ended my examination.!! woo hoo.~~ !!
ni ma ma feng.!! everyday FRC that black teacher keep calling my name with mic.! _|_
okays nvm...finally just ended.
hubby fetch my today with darren,oh...hoe sweet uh? :P
but it's not at all.-.- i just mood swing after that.
today i get so high and high and high and i don't know why.-.-
so annoying,i hate people talks to me,is an out of sudden.. shit..attitude is back. ):
miss my daughter bibi. :P missed so so much you know.!! i wonder if she'll think i came back alrd..lol.
nothing to type alrd..missed my hubby and bibi..
byebye.. :D

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Title : FINALLY.!

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Title : trying hard to treat you good.

i'm trying my best to treat you right.
i'm afraid that i trusted in you too much,and you'll cheat me one day.
you know, i love you so much and alrd given you my future as you ask for it.
因為是你.我發現自己可以不管別人.因為是你我知道我愛你.110209
since the day that i love you,i was thinking you're the only one for me.

i really tried hard to eradicate being selfish.
i'm sorry hubby.):

as you know,i'm afriad to lose you.

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Title : i'll promise not to leave.

Hello(:
have to thanks delphine and yumin,for helping me.
if not,i don't even know weikang's feeling and thinking.
although our gap between us are far,but this is miracle :D
we can last this long.
i just want to treat him good,but it's hard to change my attitude.
but i'm willing to try hard to change,for the sake for him.
as you all i do love him:P

As i said i love you.
and for the sake for you and i,let's stop quarreling.
if you had something to get off from your chest ,just let me be your listening ear,
will you?
i wanted to know you more..
so,give me one more chance to treat you good and let me understand you.
don't hide things from me anymore.
i want to know.
give me the chance to love you from the bottom from my heart.
i promise not to lie or argue with you.
i just want to let you know,
i will change for you.

iloveyou to the core.

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Title : i'll stay stronger.

this days,i'm so moody,and i don't know why.
i feel bored everyday.
i feel so exhausted,peoples talk to me it prickles me.
i felt so disturbing,and i just want to shout.
i want cry out my feeling,i want to let people know i'm sad.
i had been too naive through years.
i does thing inadvertently now a days.
there's something in me,but who i could share it?
there's many thing i wanted to say,trying to lighten my chest.
taking a deep breath .
but everytime i does that,i didn't know where to start.
how could it possible to be this way?
is like,i became so curious in everything and keep wanting to know more.
oftenly i just like a mute girl.

the periods hurts like hell.
i hate it.

sorry hubby,i just don't know what to do.
after you told me the truth,hardly to take a lead to move on.
but i'll try my very best to be good.
certainly,i promise i'll stop my nagging.
as you know i do really love you,hope you understand why am i acting like this.
too hush ..something i wanted is just unattainable.
is not fair for you ain't ?
i know i am running away from facts.
there's way i could face it.
we shall stop arguing and quarreling.
what ever it is..is my fault.
i neglected you.i'm sorry.
love you to core.

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Title : how i wish i dont know you.

my life is just like a drama.
ridiculous & pathetic enough.

a lousy daughter.
a lousy girlf.
a lousy student.
a trouble maker.
a manipulate person.
i can't do any surpass.
no matter how hard i've tried to be, i can never pass.

next.
i can never be a good wife.
can never be a good mother.
a lousy worker.
salary would be low.
how could i ever support a family with my husband?
i will my child suffer and awkward.

school fees,health care,food,clothes,bill and all.
what ever it is..i'm not going to let this thing happen to us.

singapore is a money face country.
with just a paper and picture in it,could buy things.

a very restricted place

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♥FELICIA,15 :D
♥ATTACHED.
♥not studying
♥currently finding job

Wishlist

- New phone
- Birthday chalet
- Sentosa w/girlf
- HELLI KITTY STUFFS
- Digital camera
- Get a proper job
- SHOPPING SPREE
- Restaurant w/girlf
- Celebrate christmas
- Celebrate chinese new year
- valentine's
- Movies w/girlf

MyLifeLikes

- Shopping w/hubby
- Movies w/hubby
- 10 month
- Restaurant w/hubby
- Sentosa with bi & nicole
- Proposal
- Marriage
- Photo shoot
- 1 son & 1 daughter
- Travel
- Own house
- Honey moon with hubby

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