Date : Friday, September 4, 2009
Time : 4:05 AM
Title : i think we're getting bad to worse.

i think we are not meant to be.
we are getting even further.
getting hard to communicate..we don't understand each other.
we're near but i finally realize that we're too far away.
all those words you say, you shouldn't say it.
not a single day we did not quarrel. we quarrel everyday.
everyone was right..we should break up..
i choose the wrong decision to be with you..
since then ,you treated me like a doll.
you'll never know about me,you make your decision without thinking.
whats your sorry for??
you let me wait, you make me cry , you make me think negative ,you make me lost of sight.
we went through this far,but to you,it was nothing.
you are way too selfish. i'll have to listen to what you say.
but you'll never listen what i say. you know how much pain you gave me?
what did i do to deserves this? everyone says i shall break.
but i cant never thinking of that. actually my thinking was wrong.. we should not be together
since we can't give in,can't understand each other,can't give a warm feeling,can't think for each other.
i'm sorry i can't continue a relationship with you anymore.
i would die being with you.
you are torturing me ,you'll never knows how i feel deep in my heart.
i'm utterly confuse.you'll never know how much i wanted to say you,you'll never know how much i wanted
you to feel me.you'll never know how much i've tried.you'll never knew how much i wanted to cry and scold you.
all this months..you let me suffer pain..a very sore pain.
i can never have a chance to be the number 1 in your heart..it'll never be.