Date : Thursday, September 3, 2009
Time : 8:43 PM
Title : i miss the past we use to be.

i have many things to say,yet i've no ideal how i'm i going to start. ):
sometimes i wish that dar could understand me.
i wish that ,i am the only one to him.
i wish that,i'm utterly important to him,more than *agreement .
i wish that,when ever i feeling down he would be there.
i wish that,everytime i cried,he'll comfort me.
i wish that,i didn't had the sad and miserable memories.
i hope that,i could be strong enough to fight through it.
i hope that the mirror i see in,it wasn't me.
i hope that,he will see through me.
i hope that,everything comes bad is to be a dream.

hubby,
i've tried very hard to suits you.
i'm tired of getting too pathetic people might think.
i'm tired trying & trying but i gain nothing through these all.
do i still stand a place in your heart? i don't wanna lose my number1 positions.
am i really lost to the agreement?
if i'm really that bad,please tell me..recently,i get not to understand who i am to you.
don't let drown in the tears i cried.
i wonders if there's a hole in my bloody hell heart. i felt the urge pain.-.-