let it be the past

♥Chen weikang's Felicia(:♥

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Title : i don't want it to BE the truth.[♥]

IHATEYOU.!

I JUST HATE YOU.!
MOTHER FUCKER! _|_

STOP LYING TO ME ,YOU IDIOT.
WHAT MORE HAVE YOU BEEN HIDING UH?

WHAT ELSE MORE?

YOU HAVE A FAMILY.!

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Title : That is why human being is like this.

there's a distinctions in everyone life style.
why do people lie?
they lied because of afraid.
but they would surely know they can't resist the kind of image their looking.
they can't even endure,they know one day just one day,
that lie could be expose,anywhere ,anytime any minute.
some denied.

A single lie could relay on someone whom you know.
probably,your other half.

not everyone is perfect,not a single one.
things already had happen,let it be.
dont think back anymore,it's the past.
a very long time ago nightmare.
we should face the problems but not to resist and endure.

for the sake to one of those,you sacrifice.
reason,because you loves them.

invariably,is everyone face it before.
always happening to be true.
no body's right no body's wrong,if you were to complain things are bad ahead two person,
both would be in the wrong.

relationship,they quarrel,but maintain love like.
but why do they still break?
this, you ask yourself,why.
in every couples,there's a gap between them.
either you or me to give in. that's a choice.
we do have past,really bad past.
and the one who's hurt,has to continue the journal of the life and face it upon itself.
can't take it? why not stop and end.

everyone is notable in actions,but why do they still failed.?
different people has different thinking and thoughts.

everyone human being is to be naive.
they want to be but they can't.
unless achieve and target goals.

malice,everyone does feeling of hatred for some one else.
why? perhaps,maybe they did wrong.
they did it wrong which you didn't expect them to.

everyone has a dream,has a chance,has a choice.
everyone wants to ask why is this happening to be youself.
no one knows,but heaven does.

Advice is to think back for him first then think back for yourself.
and ask yourself why is this happening.

*retribution*

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i really love you,i really do.
but i'm still thinking you're hiding me something.

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Title : stop everything!

stop shouting at me.
stop scolding me.
stop blaming me.
stop that lying.
stop being such a burden to me.

whatever i say you would just shout at me.
whatever i do,you scolds me.
whatever i does nothing wrong,you blame me.
whatever it takes you to promise you lie.
you've been asking break up for 2 time.
you goes pup without me.
all you said all you do all you promise me..
you burn it down.
i'm just nothing to you.

since you wanted to break so much,so why not?
even i have fever i still wait..
you say i cant wait,then go sleep.
what's wrong with you now?
issit me or issit you?
what is this,what is going on??
i really dont know,i dont even know everything when ppl keep asking me,
about you.
i thought i really understand you,but i'm not.
things change,and why?
i want to know,but the world does'nt let me know.
you keep throwing temper whenever i ask you something.
you scolds and shout at me through yesterday and today.
i not sure are you going to let go or are you going to let me stay.
i thinks you hate me...i think i dont even know what;s really going on..
you want break ,thn go ahead..
you've been asking that for 2 days alrd..
finally?? or what?

let me rest..please.

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Title : someone always be there for me.

NIGEL LIM,you're such a great guy.
when ever i need you,you would be there.
when ever i need your help,you will be the first.
when ever i need cash urgently, you tried your best to gave me.
i know you're trustworthy, unlike some guy!
you never quarrel with me,when i treat you badly.

you're the one that i can really share my feelings.
i don't know how much i've to thank you.
i don't know why i didn't know you at the first place.
but i'm glad to know you.

thanks for everything NIGEL. ><

he's the one who always by my side no matter what happens.

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Title : i've never know why.

i think you change.
i think you dont love me anymore.
i think you've an affair.
you shout at me cos i woke you up.
you said i noisy.
i wanna go with you but you said no.
you said *why i must bring you go, you go for what?.
you wants a break up long ago ain't you?
i did nothing wrong to make you damn angry.
you angry cos you wait for me? what's wrong with waiting?
like i never wait for you like that.

He say, you can choose not to wait,you wait for what,you can go sleep de ma.
He say me noisy becos i woke him up 3times.*ya la ya la wake up arld la!!!*
he say, what?? not happy dont be together la,break la.
he thinks i'm annoying.
all he knew was,i'm a cry baby.
he says im important.
but i'm just nothing to him,not even a shit.
he cried and beg me stay.
but all i knew is, it was just a dream.
i think he's cheating on me.

i will be as cold as the ice from now on.
since he say im noisy why not i stop talking unless he talks to me?
i've been such a ridiculous, why do i have such a boyf?
even if i cry, he would play his WOW instead of comforting me.
oh gosh, i made a wrong choice this time.
my worst life i've seen.

why not i would just pack my things and go off?
and i will say...oh, bitch why not we break, you idiot.
you're NOT that nice to me okay?!
who you think you are?!
a hairy cock? a sweaty leg ? a farting gay? so white for what?
you're getting pathetic, you're some kind of asshole in my ass.

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Title : the questions!

1) Single, Taken, or Crushing?
- Taken.

2) Are you happy with where you are?
- totally happy.

3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast?
- uh??

4) Have you ever had your heart broken?
- Obviously -.-!

5) Do you believe that there are
certain circumstances where cheating is ok?
- depends?

6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
- Definately not!

7) Have you talked about marriage with another person?
- sure,i would talk about it.

8) Do you want children?
- perhaps.

9) How many?
- 2.

10) Would you consider adoption?
- if i cant have babies.

11) If somebody liked you right now, what will you do?
- reject? i've a hubby alrd.

12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get?
- Sometimes.

13) Be honest, do you play the "game" when you are dating?
- Game? Wht game?

14) Do you believe love at first sight exists?
- Somehow.

15) Are you romantic?
- hmmm...maybe?

16) Do you believe that you can change someone?
- if he do it for my sake.?

17) If you could get married anywhere, where would it be?
- er, not sure?

18) Do you have feelings for someone right now?
- Obviously.

19) Have you ever wished you could've had someone but you couldn't?
- Yeaps..

20) Have you ever broken a heart?
- everyone does.

21) Would you ever fight somebody over your significant other?
- Depends.

22)What would you say about your last ex?
- Full of nonsense -.-!

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Title : we can never let go.

OMG!!! it can't be.! i thought i was strong enough but i guess,
i'm not..i wanted to go but i see you cried so badly,my hearts hurts.
really hurts,i can't bear to leave you and that's the reason.
oh my tian......how??? maybe, just maybe,i shall stay.
i hope you didn't cry so jia lat. but everytime you cry i can feel you still love me.
but now,not to worry. partly is my fault too,i shouldn't gave my num. well,i'm sorry.
and i prefered you'll hold me tight..as tight as you can. :D
i feel warm when you hug me,i feel loved.

*[to casandra]
maybe just one last chance..-.-
i know i'm weak to leave. but i'm just need him to be on my side.
hehehe....

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Title : we can never let go.

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Title : i think we're getting bad to worse.

i think we are not meant to be.
we are getting even further.
getting hard to communicate..we don't understand each other.
we're near but i finally realize that we're too far away.
all those words you say, you shouldn't say it.
not a single day we did not quarrel. we quarrel everyday.
everyone was right..we should break up..
i choose the wrong decision to be with you..
since then ,you treated me like a doll.
you'll never know about me,you make your decision without thinking.
whats your sorry for??
you let me wait, you make me cry , you make me think negative ,you make me lost of sight.
we went through this far,but to you,it was nothing.
you are way too selfish. i'll have to listen to what you say.
but you'll never listen what i say. you know how much pain you gave me?
what did i do to deserves this? everyone says i shall break.
but i cant never thinking of that. actually my thinking was wrong.. we should not be together
since we can't give in,can't understand each other,can't give a warm feeling,can't think for each other.
i'm sorry i can't continue a relationship with you anymore.
i would die being with you.
you are torturing me ,you'll never knows how i feel deep in my heart.
i'm utterly confuse.you'll never know how much i wanted to say you,you'll never know how much i wanted
you to feel me.you'll never know how much i've tried.you'll never knew how much i wanted to cry and scold you.
all this months..you let me suffer pain..a very sore pain.
i can never have a chance to be the number 1 in your heart..it'll never be.

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Title : i think we're getting bad to worse.

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A - Age: 15
B - BIRTHDAY: 26 jan
C - CRUSHING ON: none
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: HL milk
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: loads
F - FAVOURITE SONGS: those that is meaningful
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: both
H - HOME TOWN: Singapore.
I - IN LOVE WITH: CHEN WEIKANG!.
J - JOB: intended to find one
K - KISS SOMEONE: not someone,but hubby.
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: when im lost.
M - Month of birth: january
N - Nicknames: sotongs , rainbow , fluffy , ah fe and the short and cute one.-.-
O - ONE WISH: c.w.k. love for me would nvr change
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: i forgot. i've bad term memories.
Q - Quiet person: only when i'm utterly alone and sad.
R - REASON TO SMILE: over a small things,like ..darling farted.-.-
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: thousands miles.
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 9 plus plus.
U - Urgent thing on your to do list: none
V - VEGETABLE(S): broccoli.
W - Wishing for: we'll get married and had a family.
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: nope.
Y – Yummy food you make: only i could find things to cook.
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Aquarius.

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Title : i miss the past we use to be.

i have many things to say,yet i've no ideal how i'm i going to start. ):
sometimes i wish that dar could understand me.
i wish that ,i am the only one to him.
i wish that,i'm utterly important to him,more than *agreement .
i wish that,when ever i feeling down he would be there.
i wish that,everytime i cried,he'll comfort me.
i wish that,i didn't had the sad and miserable memories.
i hope that,i could be strong enough to fight through it.
i hope that the mirror i see in,it wasn't me.
i hope that,he will see through me.
i hope that,everything comes bad is to be a dream.

hubby,
i've tried very hard to suits you.
i'm tired of getting too pathetic people might think.
i'm tired trying & trying but i gain nothing through these all.
do i still stand a place in your heart? i don't wanna lose my number1 positions.
am i really lost to the agreement?
if i'm really that bad,please tell me..recently,i get not to understand who i am to you.
don't let drown in the tears i cried.
i wonders if there's a hole in my bloody hell heart. i felt the urge pain.-.-

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♥FELICIA,15 :D
♥ATTACHED.
♥not studying
♥currently finding job

Wishlist

- New phone
- Birthday chalet
- Sentosa w/girlf
- HELLI KITTY STUFFS
- Digital camera
- Get a proper job
- SHOPPING SPREE
- Restaurant w/girlf
- Celebrate christmas
- Celebrate chinese new year
- valentine's
- Movies w/girlf

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- Shopping w/hubby
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- 10 month
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- Sentosa with bi & nicole
- Proposal
- Marriage
- Photo shoot
- 1 son & 1 daughter
- Travel
- Own house
- Honey moon with hubby

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