Date : Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Time : 1:12 AM
Title : YOU'RE NOT TRUSTWORTHY ENOUGH.

I WISH,EVERYTHING GONE BACK TO THE PAST..
LIKE I NVR KNOW-ED YOU BEFORE.
LOVING YOU IS JUST HURTING MYSELF.
I KEPT HOLD MY TRUST IN YOU,ALL MY TRUST.
BUT YOU TURN IT AWAY AND LIE TO ME AGAIN.
HOW COULD I'VE BEEN SO SILLY.
I'M SAD,I'M DEPRESSED,I CRIED OVER THIS MANY TIMES.
TO SAVE UP MY TEARS,MY SORE-NESS..
WHY NOT TREAT ME BETTER.?
WHY NOT STOP THAT LIE?
WHY NOT YOU THINK FOR ME?
OR WHY NOT YOU JUST LET ME Go?
I'M SAD.TOO UPSET THAT I DROP ON THE GROUND WITH NO UPHOLD.
WE'RE GETTING FURTHER..GETTING HARD TO COMMUNICATE.
MAYBE WEREN'T MEANT TO BE TOGETHER..
IT'S JUST MY IMAGINATION.
WHY AM I SO STRESS?
I'M FEELING THAT I'M GOING TO PASS ANYTIME ANYWHERE..
SOMETHING IS SMALL CIRCLE AND LOOKS LIKE CANDY.
OR MAYBE,SOMETHING LONG AND POINT UPWARDS IN A SHARP POINT..IN A SILVER COLOR
WHAT IF IT'S POKE THROUGH MY DEEPEST HEART?? HOW WOULD IT FEEL?
WOULD THERE BE SCREAM OR A SILENCE NIGHT?WOULD IT BLEED?
I'M SAD,I'M CONFUSED,I'M SO DEPRESSED AND I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO..
SOBBING* WHY AM I LIKE THIS??


MIA FOR A FEW DAYS,WEEKS,MONTH OR YEAR.