Date : Monday, August 24, 2009
Time : 10:02 PM
Title : sad combine depressed):

okays,blogger is real sucks,seriously-.-


okok,yesterday night to mid quarrel with darling):
due to i really is accidentally slapped his face hard..
it was real stunning.o.o and i did tried to calm him down,but he push hard away.):
sad,so i asked him whether he wants to see me or or not,but he refuse to reply my question.
so i went out by myself,walk there walk here,suddenly i don't know where i am,so decided to,
take a sit and relax. so,called casandra ,thanks god she ans the phone. so we chated.
after taking a sit,i manage to walk like a cripple leg.-.- muscle pull):
after that..walk there and here.i told casandra i was about to go back alrd .so awhile later she hang up.
after that message darling it was about 11.52 i think,he really dont care me ): he says,
it's your choice ,you choose to went out even i had stopped you.
and then was about to reach darling house message him and ask him to bring down my clothes,he replied
*you want you ownself come up take. so called him but he hang up.
so i went to his house he open the door for me.
pack my things,but cried behind the table.he off the light close the door,and than came after me.
he said dont be like that la...then i keep on straggle to remove his hand over my shoulder.
he pull me up-.- so i walk to the bed and sit down.
then both lay down..he hugged me to sleep.but i refuse it.i said
tomorrow i'm leaving ,i dont wish to be with you,and he said,so this is what you want la.*he cried*
i spoke the wrong things out,i really dont mean it btw! so i hug him and he say dont hug me from now on you walk yours i walk mine.
but i say i wont leave ,but he cried and say i dont wish to lose you de, you think for yourself but not others,
i'm afraid i might really lose you. so i again hug him,dar,i wont leave i love okay..guai dont cry..
thn blah blah blah blah blah,everything was back to normal liao.):

drama lei..but it's real