let it be the past

♥Chen weikang's Felicia(:♥

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Title : Something is wrong with my relationship.

maybe i just too useless in this realationship, maybe i just dont know how to love.
or maybe perhaps i know nothing about love.
indeed that i've change to worse, and it's because i dont want to think and
get stress about it ,i play tough , i talk rough and my attitude came back.
how i wish that he didn't exist me. how i wish that i can be playful at times.
i can do what ever i want.! i can say what ever i wanna say , i can wear what i like or maybe i can doll myself.
i never expect him to say that i cut my hair was ugly.!
to me and to everyone say that i look much cuter than i've been.
why does he shout at me because of a girl that i say her fat and where does she look like me?
i really dont know what i've done.
i really very tired of this already.
i dont know what i could do.
i can't bear to leave you , is that called love?
i really dont know why we every time, everyday must kept on quarrel over such small things.
i'm his girlf and he say my hair look so sucky.
oh gosh ! , this time round i would'nt have know you in the first place.
i would'nt believe what and why i could have this knid of relationship.
indeed he's really treating me well ,and would obey me at times.
i have so much thing to say ,but who's gonna lend me a listening ear??

i never felt so much love before.
why i'm i so useless?
how can i let you stay with me?
stop forcing me already..i really dont like the way you attitude me.
i really very tired of getting accuse, i really want to shout and cry out loud and hard if i could.!
why does you treat me this way?
why does you have to quarrel with me?
i just want a simple love..it's hurt god damn much , it's painful of living in this nightmares.
why does things came out this way?
why does love do it this way?
i'm trying to resist and endure whatever i could already.
i'm tired of this, really.

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♥FELICIA,15 :D
♥ATTACHED.
♥not studying
♥currently finding job

Wishlist

- New phone
- Birthday chalet
- Sentosa w/girlf
- HELLI KITTY STUFFS
- Digital camera
- Get a proper job
- SHOPPING SPREE
- Restaurant w/girlf
- Celebrate christmas
- Celebrate chinese new year
- valentine's
- Movies w/girlf

MyLifeLikes

- Shopping w/hubby
- Movies w/hubby
- 10 month
- Restaurant w/hubby
- Sentosa with bi & nicole
- Proposal
- Marriage
- Photo shoot
- 1 son & 1 daughter
- Travel
- Own house
- Honey moon with hubby

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