let it be the past

♥Chen weikang's Felicia(:♥

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HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE.!!!

ILOVEYOU

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i hope this time is real.
don't wanna hurt anyone anymore.
what I didn't realize is that the distance was breaking your heart even under you're best disguisebut it was tearing you apart baby.

zzz...gideon might be my last.
if this break.i would not considering bout going on a relationship anymore.
so have to keep close.
have to remaine the feeling.

most important for love is.
understading and trust,
once you did'nt have trust think bout it why do you still go on a relationships.
understanding , both sex have to understand each other.
what she like and what he likes. (:

iloveyou

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some shitty asshole was just jealous about me.
and he does'nt even know how to speak proper english and do you know what.
he even immature does'nt know how to spell. he spelled ' imature' and he dont even know what
gig is. how retarded.he 'lian' gan stead or real stead ' dou fen bu qing chu' stupid is stupid la..
haha..say what '' pin rui '' is not his real name, the cb name of pin rui is his enemy. bull shit la.
alot of excuses de la, still got even more funny de.

he say he treat some ppl as a doll, and he sms me this.'' hahas..u ar th one who such a idiot my true name not pin rui oso.. n all is i just entertainin u a small kid..cos althought i got like you but i onli treat u likea small gal.. my TRUE galfriend is my GAN WIFEY stupid..cos i dun find those small kis de..all my ex my age or bigger than me..

i replied.

oh really.?
and i also wont find an old one .
and please real and dan is a very big diff.
you said your real stead is your gan wifey.
real or fake you also dont know eh.
lousy la eh.
gigs.

he replied.

reali a kids..cant blame..nevermind ba..sure have to play along your story n entertain u n blah blah blah.

me:

the kid refers to you ba.
think you dont even know the words gig,biach and pathetic .
do blog also dont know how to do need ask ppl for help.
still say ppl bo ji put their name give ppl see,you yourself also still put what dead dollie or what ever shitty name.
think before you say la bodoh.

him:

hahas.. tat why i say u just a kids..belive anot i dun reali care just tat pin rui is my enemy name n the gan is my stead not my gan..cos i do tis is just to cheat u de.. she team wit me de..whatever i say i dun need you to belive or what just to tell you..u being lied..n the message not i type de mostly is my stead my friend type de..cos i treat u like a doll use n throw ..lied n beat n throw useless doll..

my thinking.
is he is the one who being lied by me , now he say i being lied by him.-.-
and he already say his gan is his real girlfriend ,now he say the gan is not his gan. ...wtf... talk rot nia.
then he say he treat me as a doll beat and throw,like i got kena beaten by him like that.he never think by brain think by his butt.
useless should be use by him ba.

i replied.

did you just say useless?
oh,well , useless should be refers to you ba.
cheat on me.? nahh..dont you know what the cheat means? ass hole
doll uh,so you play doll all the time eh.
english lousy like shit.ask you a simple word also dont know.gig la.
' bu yao ba ren jia dang ni shi siao hua.haha..

then i send another msg.

i say.:

dont be a gig silly.
dont you know what is gig?.
bet you dont even know.
the legend of asshole, that could be you.
and did you just said used by you .cheat by you, lied by you?
please la.you never even hang out with me,how you gonna use me.?
i think you dont even really know whats the meaning of use cheat and lied which you were talking about.
such an idiotic,useless shit, biach and gigalo.
go geylang sell your not accurated butt la.

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Title : MY BF.!!!

he's my boyfriend.(:

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Title : questions

1.How many boys have you cried over?
ans: one and it's R .

2.Does chocolate really make you feel better ?
ans: not really .

3.Who ended your last relationship? You, or your ex-partner?
ans: none,but friend .

4.Have you ever been in love?

ans: Lots of time. .

5.Have you ever liked somebody and never told them?

ans: nope,i told them .

6.Honestly, do you like anybody?

ans: right now,yeap. .

7.Flowers or chocolates
ans: both.

8.With your boyfriend, a romantic night in or wild night out?

ans: most likely " wild afternoon,romantic night,"

9.Kisses or hugs?

ans: both

10.Be called pretty or beautiful?

ans: prefer called joker by friends.

11.How many guys have met your parents?

ans: none.

12. Since your 1st boyfriend, what is the longest you have been single?
ans: i forgot .

13. Have you been heartbroken?

ans: durh! yes la.T.T

14. Are your friends with any of your exes?
ans: yeap.

15. How many REAL relationships have you been in?
ans:6

16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
ans:the last person i kiss.?? yeap?

17. Do certain songs make you cry?
ans: ya.

18. Do you get along better with your dad or mom?

ans: Both , I guess ?

19. Who was the last person you hugged?
ans: hui min ''i'm not les''

20. Do you wish you could see somebody right this second?
of cos.
21. Have you met a boyfriend online?
ans: Nope .

iloveyou

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HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY BOY :
DANIEL LOW. :D
24 December.

wish you all the best in everything yea.(:
misses.

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i keep finding this blogskins for so damn long.
and finally i had found it.
it was so god damn precious to me.(:

i wonder why i was so wanted this blogskin.
maybe ,just maybe because of someone ba.

i wanna become a dancer again.
i wanted time turns back.
let it turn to the last christmas time.
those memories are always in my heart.

let go is the hardest thing you can do.
forget is not simple as you think.

L.O.V.E.= H.U.R.T.S.

iloveyou

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FELICIA IS BACK.!!!

my blog is dead when i'm off to indo.LOL.

yesterday went out with hui min,yong chin,dyon,justin,norman,aloy,john and three more guys dont know their name. was fun.(: haha.

but i miss my show.T.T
so sad la.. nvr watch the 7pm the campus shrewd.zzz.
and my '' xiao niang re''
haha.. (:

MY CHRISTMAS WISH IS.!!!!
I want R back.(:

iloveritchie.

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this saturday i'm going to indo.(:
not sure when coming back uh..
i will bought damn many things back from indo de..haha. :DD

well,i'm saying i'm going to indo , so , will not be posting quite long uh.
haha..my blog will be dead for weeks.

okay..
will stop here.

iloveyou

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on 16 december i went to the pub near china town.
when reached there,i dont even know i could go in.LOLS.
then the music was like damn cool la. then all very high like hell lor,was very could also.
then........i was abit not so drunk uh..but also damn high. (:
but all is like thai ppl.almost all.then all is like so damn chio and shuai la.
around their age is like 20+ nia lor.
dance dance dance....sing sing sing.they wanna ask me dance with them =.=
but i did'nt.

those thai girl wear till so wanna seduce old guys.
they show off thier bra and panties.
...

then dance till 5 going to 6 am thn go home.
very fun.(:

iloveyou.

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i was nearly pierce my tongue.
LOLS.!!!!
but did'nt.haha..
i'm afraid that i might lost my taste bud.=.=
haha..

i miss alot ppl!! T.T

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i've decided to perm my hair.(:
yay.!!

i'm afraid that i might not going out for this whole month.
cos of saving money. but i had already promiss to my friends that i would went out with them
to catch some movies.

long term..we had not been seeing each other...
and yea..(: haha.

i shall take my leave and let you all enjoy my lame post here.(:
and continue my class blog.
so bye bye.(:

iloveyou♥

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♥♥

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in the middle of the night.
taxi driver crush on a moto.near serangoon de helping hand there.

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Next saturday going out with ..
Hui min,yong chin,dyon,sebas,yong lin and roy.(:
we go watch movie..haha..
meeting at dyon house down stairs around 1.00/1.10 like that..(:
go vivo watch.haha...

iloveyou:pinrui.♥

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i found someone who i will really loved.(:
we just love each other but we did'nt stead.
we plan to know each an other better thn say. :D
yep,agreed.

what i was thought that,we will last damn long.

iloveyou:pinrui.

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The Last Goodbye .

There she sits, all alone.

A solitary shadow, a figure, lone.

It's an eerie, cold, solemn, dark night.

With just the moon, a single light.

She sticks out her tongue to taste

Those emotions running down her face.

Are they tears of agony or is it the drenching rain?

The rain that keeps coming down on her, heaven's pain.

Something cold next to her Shiny, sharp, silver, severe.

She presses her finger to its tip.

PAIN.

She sucks the red droplets with her lips.

She wonders then, how it would feel

To plunge it into herself and kill.

Would it be short and sweet, would there be screams?

Or would there be dead silence, just like a numb dream?

Her long ghostly white fingers grip it tight.

She aims for her heart and plunges it in with all her might.

Deep dark red stains the ground

Flows and seeps without a sound.

Emotions long gone,she stares straight ahead.

She slumpss to the ground, as good as dead.

Closes her eyes, lets her world cave in.

And the Death god has scored yet another win.

THe moon shines brightly as ever

As it will continue to do so forever.

The birds chirp away without a care

At her last words still hang in the air.

"Someone will always love you, Wipe away your tears when you cry,

But no one can hear my heart breaking,

As I say goodbye."

ilove,pinrui.

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Woo.!! my birthday is on CHINESE NEW YEAR !!
26 january..omg..this is the fifth time my birthday is on CNY sia.
always so lucky de.(: 4D bao tio .haha.!!
seriously..never lie. among the four of us i'm the smallest and most lucky one.haha.
WISH ME GOOD LUCK THIS YEAR.

iloveyou.

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boy,this is what i wanna say it to you.

LOVE

YOU

iloveyou<3>

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Title : STRESS.!!

i was damn stress la..
keep asking my blog keep asking class blog.
give you all the password and e-mail how many times le sia.
can't you all just write it down yourself.cb sia you all..
seriously la, you all gan lazy bodoh. fucking irritating sia. ask ask ask..
hui min=can't you stop asking me bout my blog and class blog.can you just write it down and scram off? __

cb, fucking irritating person.

iloveyou.

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Title : Please be sure.

I don’t know if you’re pushing me away or pulling me closer.

I don’t know where I stand.

I don’t know what you want from me.

Or if you care at all.

Your words lash out and hurt.

Then lovingly draw me in.

I don’t know what you want from me.

Do you want this to end.

Don’t turn tables.

Or place this on me.

Just come out and tell me.

What it is you want.

I can’t read minds I don’t know where I stand.

Are you pushing me away.

Or are you going to finally let me in.

iloveyou,but you dont.lucas ):

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HIP HOP DANCE.(:

THATS MY LIFE. :D

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Sooooo bored.!
ever since school holidays started i did'nt went out with my friends at all,wth.!
it's gonna kill me allright..
and i've been missing someone lately )': my mind are mess up by him,
he capture my eye.OMG.. o.0
ai ya what ever la,now i know sometimes miracle does'nt appear.wtf. __
felt so strange in my mind i dont know what i'm thinking about.zzz...
never minddoes'nt matter anyway who cares.LOL. just have to wait for school reopen.
so that i can see all my precious girlfriend in school.*not les* (:

shall stop typing here.
lazy uh. :x
mood : depressed.
enjoy guys.(:

iloveyou.

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Title : Heyo.!!

HELLO EVERYONE!! (:
Here's my new blog eh.(:
i've spend all my time creating my blog. :D
er...not all la..haha..
well,i shall continue finding some cute stuff to make my blog look more brand new haha.!!

okay!!
shall stop here. (:

iloveyou.

❤

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♥FELICIA,15 :D
♥ATTACHED.
♥not studying
♥currently finding job

Wishlist

- New phone
- Birthday chalet
- Sentosa w/girlf
- HELLI KITTY STUFFS
- Digital camera
- Get a proper job
- SHOPPING SPREE
- Restaurant w/girlf
- Celebrate christmas
- Celebrate chinese new year
- valentine's
- Movies w/girlf

MyLifeLikes

- Shopping w/hubby
- Movies w/hubby
- 10 month
- Restaurant w/hubby
- Sentosa with bi & nicole
- Proposal
- Marriage
- Photo shoot
- 1 son & 1 daughter
- Travel
- Own house
- Honey moon with hubby

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