A twist in my story

The whispers turn to shouting The shouting turns to tears Your tears turn into laughter And it takes away our fears

had a high high fever.):

gosh!, what happen to me?!?!
my head is spinning , my whole body hurts, my stomach is bloated
and i want to vomit.
i have no appetite ):
and my degree is 39.9.!!!
couldn't sleep the whole night.
i was shivering like don't know what.!!
my lips turn purple.
OMG D;

thanks hubby for taking care of me,
only when i'm sick :D

hubby's mother cooking is great.!

hubby's mother cooking is real great.!
specially the chicken.!
yeah,had dinner without that IDIOT.
anw, i'm waiting for my anime.!! *kimi ni todoke*
and my *tao hua xiao mei* D;

heh heh heh...

i wanna love him eternity. :D
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kept thinking over and over and over.

something just keep flashing in my mind.!
and i seriously hate it.!! _|_
motherfucker
i seriously wanted to end the relationship sometimes!
you know how much i wanted to be better than all of your sucker ex girf?
you know how much i wanted you to love me more than all of them?
you know how much i needed your care,love and attention?
do you know how much i wanted to be your first girl to treat you not as the same as them?
do you know that how much i wanted to be selfish?
you said you have never care too much for a girl but me, and you lied.!
i wasn't the first girl you care too much for.
am i that stupid that you can lied on to?
do you know how much those first and last mean to me?

i want you to love me more than the others.!
i want you to treat me better than the other.!
I WANT TO BE IMPORTANT IN THE FIRST SIGHT!

do you know how much you mean to me?
do you know how much trust i have in you?
do you know how much i have confident in you?
do you know how much i love you?
do you know how much i wanted to be with you till our time end?

it's all that you can never known.
even if i'm naked around you,you can never see through how much i've done.
never.

you had even told everyone that you wanted to marry me.
so, why not stop putting a flash in my mind?
can you love me like no others?
will you hold me tight as ever and never fall?
you said you wanted marry me, will you kept your promise?

dearly, i do really love you so. D;

things i saw -.-

was tidying up the room for my boyf,and guess what i've found?
his love letter from evelyn .
her english is so er hum-.-
anw, the things i ask c.w.k. bout his ex all these..
his ans wasn't the same. LOL?
erm....i guess i'm speechless now?
did he lied to me or what?
i'm somehow like a mute.
i think i.....shouldn't read the letter?
anw,it's the past aren't it?
why is it like *just* to me???
oh no, i'm S.P.E.E.C.H.L.E.S.S D;

heh heh, anw i don't really wanted to care so much.
now the things i have to care is.
for hubby's own good and for my own good. (:
idiot, why does he kept things behind me while i read the letter he told
all the things about him to his ex girlf? FUCKED.
but not me? wth . i'm now his girlf ain't me??
wth wtf wth wtf , shit you CHEN WEIKANG.
you better make things clear or else ,afetr you came back from work, i'll screw you up.
UNDERSTOOD?!?!?!?
and i will not cook for you anymore.!! humph!
i'm angry now.!!

i'm speechless.

mood currently not right D;
and my degree is getting deeper
currently now adays out of cash ):
sad uh?
i wanna shop shop shop till i drop.
oh ya,and i'm looking for jobs too..
heh heh..
i'm tired. good night(:

home alone.

hubby's family went to zoo, and hubby went to work ):
hubby today very naughty.!! :@
iloveyou!! (:

we'll last de,don't worry anymore.
i won't leave you le.
one&only.

you&me unbreakable. :D
no one can ever enter one of us.

TO ALL PEOPLE..

I BELONG TO CHENWEIKANG ONLY

i want a water birth when i had a baby.